Sunshine!!! We still have the cold North Wind, but at least the sunshine warms our souls. After weeks of snow, freezing rains, cloudy days and miserable days, the sun finally appears. I hope the sun is here to stay. This winter has been very hard. Last week , my kitty of nearly 20 years died. It was very hard on me. I held him and petted and loved him and he looked at me with his big trusting eyes and started purring. He was just too old and too sick to get well and the end had come. I can feel the ache in my heart, but know that he is free now.
Last night as I lie in bed in the dim darkness of coming dawn, the winds howled and blew in the lost memories of time. Every haunting piece of unhappiness raided my peace. It tossed fragments that scattered through the torrents. I tossed and turned and tried to shake away the sadness. The unmarked territory of our unexplored psychic has crevices filled with damning knowledge that we do not want the world to know. We can never escape it, never destroy it. It is there to wear away our sanity. I leave the bed and seek out light for the light takes away the nightmares until another day.
Dear Father, Thank you for loving me when I was unlovable. Thank you for holding me close when my heart was breaking. Thank you for protecting me when I traveled dangerous paths without asking your guidance. Thank you, for leading me back to paths of righteousness. Thank you for your divine forgiveness.
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